God Is Jealous of Beauty

My mood was very confused and I could only vaguely hear a sound. It is evil that whispers. Close your eyes and listen to your heartbeat quietly. Who is it worrying about? I can't find the answer. The cold wind whistled, and the vague memories in my mind fell like rain, turning into a flower and blooming in my heart. How can we learn to forget? That past that can't be returned to, can we only leave it to God's fate? After waking up from the dream. I saw a group of geese flying in a line towards the west of the God Realm. I also unknowingly came to the cliff where the cold wind was blowing. I looked into the distance and thought of her melancholy face. In the air filled with countless drizzles, the sound of crying will always be heard. The green trees that were full of strange smells thought that the arrival of rain would return them to their original colors, but I couldn't see any difference. On the still deserted days, I was baptized by the rain again. They couldn't soak my heart. I let out a sad sigh. The mist of love formed in the air, but it could be penetrated by the weak and thin rainwater. I couldn't imagine what she looked like. I could only feel it blankly, smiling to welcome everything floating in my heart, until the waning moon at night started to smile again. Standing in a place where you can look up at the stars, but thinking about the position of leader of the "Secret Sect" that you have worked hard for, you feel a little helpless from time to time. Looking back, it all happened so suddenly and ridiculously. As a killer, I know that my mission is to hold the divine sword in my hand and do what they want for the God Realm. Whenever I take action, what I think of is not the desire for blood, but the memorial to my deceased relatives. I want all the damned people to go to hell to accompany her who should not have died early and tragically. I'm happy. I am Zuo Dongzhong, a god swayed by desire and hatred. I have had kindness. But when I try to forget the past, I can't forget that night in my mind.