My name is Ling Xi.
Life started to change in 2008 when my parents divorced and I moved to a new city.
My adolescence began and ended, and my friends and people I liked went around and around, and they were misplaced several times.
I have seen several bridges and looked out the window for several years. The sensitive wind blows again and again, but it cannot blow away the loneliness of life. He started out as a rebel, but still made peace with the world.
That tall, thin and stubborn boy, that sunny and funny boy, has been entangled in my life. It has been so long that I can no longer remember who I loved.
The years of war and chaos were written on paper and blown away by the wind.
Spring soaked in tears. Xia Weiyang.
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The stupidest thing I have ever done is to let go but still not let go.
I don't want to disturb your happiness, although my love is no less than his.
——Chen Chenxi
Your little shiitake mushroom is still painting many, many shiitake mushrooms alone. She drew a huge family of mushrooms, in which she depicted all her beliefs, happiness and dreams.
But where are you? Why haven't you come back yet?
Why don't you come back? Why can't you bear to come back?
She is still waiting for you.
She is me.
The newly created image of Brother Shigugu on the manuscript paper was mottled and blurred by tears.
I don't want to cry anymore.
I don't want you now to be as miserable as he is in my writing.
There are thousands of forms of love in this world. I have experienced the waiting of "all sails are nothing", the realization that "it is better to take pity on the person in front of me when the eyes are full of mountains and rivers, it is better to pity the person in front of me", and I have experienced the longing of "the exquisite dice and the red beans, deep in my bones, and I miss you forever". But I still stubbornly believe that the best love is the determination that "even though it is like a cloud, it still makes me want to survive."
It's up to you.
——Ling Xi
There is a kind of sadness that is clearly deep in my bones, but I can't find a reason to be sad.
The biggest embarrassment of having a secret love is that I am not even qualified to cry for you.
——Jiang Feifei
I'm unlucky. If I don't know a question, I can never get it right if I choose one of the four;
How can you expect to choose the right one out of six billion?
Little mushroom, you are simply a luxury among luxuries. You have ruined all my luck in taking exams in my life.
... Oh, luckily I am a top student.
——Yan Han
Friendship is as selfish as love. From the moment you chose to save her, I knew,
us
Either they are number one best friends, or they never interact with each other until old age and death.
You will always owe me, and you can never let go of the past.
I don't forgive you, don't forget.
——Chengmei
My face has not aged, but my heart has shrunk with age.
For me now, love is not a necessity, but material things are.
I have broken my whole life, but I still wish your dreams come true.
I'm moved to see you so firmly believe in the truth. It's nice to be young.
Goodbye.
——Aunt Tong