She accidentally found out about him, and kept telling herself not to touch his love, forcing herself to give up, and even though she didn't get close to him, she still couldn't stop loving him.
He was confident that he could love or hate her, and he was only temporarily interested in her. He wanted to let her go with a trace of kindness, but she didn't know that his appearance had disturbed her heart.
If I tell you that I love you, will you choose me?