Love's Past and Present Lives

I am a child who believes in past lives. I like to use Tarot to speculate on fate and pry into past and present lives. The card said that in my previous life, I was a loveless person, without a heart for loving others, but I accidentally provoked someone who was infatuated with me, and my heart was broken. So as a punishment, I will be a bystander for the rest of my life, a bystander of other people's emotions. I will always have to watch with cold eyes. No one is willing to give their feelings to let me join in. So I have been lonely, waiting aimlessly, wandering on my one-way street, raising my head from time to time to look around, counting the sighs and tears of those trapped by love, and guessing when their frowning brows will be healed by time.