Every time she saw him, she wanted to take a detour. She once asked him with a smile: "Do I owe you money and haven't paid it back? Why am I always afraid of seeing you?" Because of this, no one would believe that she actually had a crush on him, until now. No one believes it, not even herself. How ridiculous, right? Ridiculous to the point of pathetic, so ridiculous... Right.
"Girls are looking forward to a He Yichen and say to her: you're my sunshine.
I know you will become such a He Yichen, and I also know that you... Are just her He Yichen.
Therefore, I want to cut off all contact information and don't appear in my sight anymore. I have cut off my Facebook and WeChat, and I don't want to be exposed to any news from you.
But why... Why can't I delete your mobile phone number? Did you know? You don't even know that I'm missing from your contact list...
I chase you desperately behind you, but your eyes always stay on her next to you. I thought that as long as I worked hard to achieve results, you would look back and be surprised by my efforts. Later, I discovered that even if I surpass you, I am still as transparent as a transparent person in front of you. You never look back or look forward. With her by your side, even if you stay, it's okay. I stumbled after you and showed off in front of you, but I was still a transparent person in your eyes. "
He became the only bright color, the only passion in her youth, a permanent wound that she would touch from time to time to make herself painful so that she could remember the so-called youth, the youth when she was alone in his world.