What is male-female love? It was what she despised, it was just a tool for having children.
She admitted that she was selfish. She wanted to find loopholes in the relationship between her and him. She wanted to discover the third party hidden in it. She wanted to peel off the coat of gorgeous love and expose its ugly inner side.
Yes, she is a private detective, spying on the scars behind love.
She swore that she would take her back.