Maybe he is different, but behind the otherness is the desire to understand; maybe he is indifferent, and his indifference is just because he is used to seeing too much; maybe he is ordinary, he is just as ordinary as us.
Work hard once and live a dull life again; or be mediocre and confused. While we were immersed in reading, they were sweating profusely. Why you persist may no longer matter, but after experiencing this, you know that there is no whispering in youth, only struggle!