That year, we were so ignorant that we knew each other. In fact, I have forgotten the memory of our first acquaintance, because to be honest, I didn't notice you at the beginning, or my mind didn't seem to be enlightened at the time. I think this is the fun part, you taught me how to like, and in the end, you also taught me what pain is. I can only say that the love at that time was very beautiful, so beautiful that I couldn't simply forget it. Everyone has a past, and no one can truly survive without the past. I think it should be like this. Although I desperately want to start a new life and find a new place to live, I think this is just because I am timid. I don't have the courage to face my past mistakes. In a new place, I can pretend to forget without mentioning the past. In fact, the method of doing so is just a vicious circle, allowing myself to keep escaping, but I can never escape the trace of condemnation deep in my heart, nor can I get rid of some memories about you.