Perhaps recalling is the most painful thing. That's how people want to forget, the clearer their memories become. The more they want to escape, but they have to face the facts.
When she was 5 years old, she didn't know why the neighbors looked at her strangely. Later, when she grew up, she realized that the look was pity. At that time, she didn't know that her parents had left her cold because of the arrival of a girl of her own age. When she was 8 years old, she was ruthlessly abandoned. No matter how much she cried, no one came to help her. When she was 10 years old, she lived in an orphanage for two years and was adopted. From then on, everything that happened before she was 10 years old became a long-shuttered secret. She met him when she was 18 years old, but in the end he was buried in her heart with the things that happened before she was 10 years old - your city, my lean years.