I don't know if this game has any outcome; I don't know if this is right or wrong; I don't know if I still love him, or if he has loved me; this is a game, a game that seems to have no winner or lose. From the perspective of others, it is impossible for him to be cruel to me. However, that is only in the eyes of others. Now, I have nothing to fear. No matter what conspiracy it is, as long as I am still standing, I have not lost.