I am an otaku with a very otaku personality, a female gender, and a preference for men. I think this is probably the reason why I haven't had a man for more than 20 years.
My joy in life is playing games and sleeping until I die. I occasionally read romance novels to regain my longing for love. I think I will do this until I die. Come to think of it, it's okay to just die like this. Living calmly is no different from dying. . Bah, bah, bah! As soon as I was under the radiance of the Party, how could a good young socialist with a good foundation have such an idea! ! ! I'm going to find some excitement, some motivation in life. . . . . . Then I hit the point of no return. . . .