She never felt that her marriage was the right beginning, but she also didn't feel that it was the wrong end.
No sense.
I have no feelings for this man, and I have no feelings for this life.
He thinks that marriage doesn't matter. You are living with one person anyway. Since you don't let me choose what I want, I won't accept the choice you give me.
Two newbies who don't care about marriage, who is wasting their money on daily necessities like rice, rice, oil, salt, sauce, vinegar and tea?