If you want to wear a crown, you must bear its weight. It takes a lot of pain to understand this sentence. Maybe someone will give up, maybe someone will fight for it. But I am the one who has to wear the crown. Everything I have endured so far is preparation for wearing this crown. I understand that the road ahead will be long and difficult. And I was burdened with nothing but gritted teeth. I have no choice. This is a reality that I have to accept in my life. So can I cry? So can I laugh? I can only know for myself whether I can cry or laugh.