Poison

The patient's moans, the doctor's screams, the family members' sobs... Filled the entire time and space... The door to the operating room opened. But I seemed unusually calm, so quiet that my heartbeat almost stopped, almost... I felt an unprecedented calmness in my mind. I took a deep breath, as if I wanted to throw away all the burdens and debts. I knew that this moment was coming. I was pushed into the operating room and the doctor started giving me an anesthetic. Time is running out... Looking sideways, I saw brother lying on the other operating table. He had been unconscious for a long time, just lying there quietly with a smile on his face, maybe he was having a good dream... After twenty years of waiting, the fate that I have been waiting for for twenty years has finally arrived today. I also laughed, a little helpless, a little resigned, and a little free and easy. At this moment, I should have realized the fact that I have known for a long time. If I can make my brother happy, then my life will at least have some value. All this time, he didn't know this fact, and I didn't want him to know that, as Don said, sometimes ignorance is bliss. Should I hate him? After all, it is because of him that I have such an unfair fate, but why, everything is not his fault. Without him, I would not have these twenty years, I would not... The anesthetic began to take effect, my thoughts became slower and slower, and my vision gradually became blurry. Goodbye, brother, And... Don. Conception: