People live to meet unknown surprises.
Xu Yan didn't know where he heard this sentence, but now he felt that it was wrong, because who can be sure that the unknown is a surprise rather than a fright?
Just like now, Xu Yan is facing a series of shocks one after another, thinking about his uncertain future and his unpredictable fate that is destined to be ups and downs. He really feels that life is worse than death.