If love is the reason for suffering; if love, it will put me in darkness forever; if love, it will be exchanged for more passionate hatred;
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I am the queen of the generals and the biological sister of the current queen; I am favored by my father and cherished by the emperor;
I not only enjoy the special favors in the world, but I am also lucky enough to meet them, who love me like this:
He is ruthless yet ambitious; he is pretentious yet sentimental; he is unruly yet perseverant and wise; he is wanton yet arrogant;
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But in this troubled world, my destiny can only be as unstable as duckweed; I only hope that all my light and heat will be used to protect the warmth of my home.