One day we will suddenly find that what we are looking forward to is a strange look that will make us feel no longer so alone.
Those unswerving promises and yearning for a better life at the beginning seemed so pale and feeble now. They drained away slowly like river water, and what remained was only a few drops of water on the shore that no one cared about.
When one day, all I waited for was to leave forever without any warning, it seemed like a dream from another life, destroying my world.
Later I finally understood that sometimes I am destined to be lonely.