This memory is to commemorate my lost youth and him whom I once loved deeply. The reason why it is called a memory and not a novel is because the novel has a beginning and an ending. And my story is just a memory, with a beginning but no ending. The article was written six years ago, when I had known him for just ten years and had a crush on him for ten years. In order to end that painful crush, I decided to write something to commemorate my feelings, so I wrote some memories. When I first finished writing it, I posted it on a Tieba forum. Maybe the writing wasn't that good, and there wasn't any erotic or high-level writing, so it went unnoticed as soon as I posted it. In the past six years, I have been in love, worked, bought a house, and my career is on the rise. However, the distance from him is like a parabola, getting further and further away. In those ten years, neither I nor he ever said anything like "I like you" to each other, but I truly loved him for ten years. In recent days, I read Anda's "I Love You Even If You Are a Man", and then re-read "Ten Years", which I had read countless times and abused countless times, and decided to take it out and revise it again. It is not in vain that I once loved him. "Qu Xiaodong" is my name in the article. It includes him and me. I think he and I can't be together in real life, so let me be willful with him in my memories.
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