Don't cry, stay away. Speechless, secretly lovesickness. No one knows outside the two hearts.
Si Ji's fate has always been in her own hands. After so many years of walking in this world, she can no longer rely on anyone. Whatever she wants, she will get it back one by one. Those are all things that fate owes her.
Many years later, when Si Ji thought of these things, they were just things worth thinking about and remembering. What she wanted was someone who could stay with her for a long time, who would never leave her alone to face a cruel fate, or disappear when she was weak.