This is a fanfic I wrote based on my thoughts when I first started chasing "Death" in 2011. Troubled by reality at that time, I wrote down my feelings about loving them but also being a bit complicated. The perspective is a bit beyond the second dimension, a bit like standing in the third dimension. It is also the first fanfic to be written for the first time, after all we have been so invested in it. Maybe this is "love".