Fan Yu is not a Christian, but he has the habit of worshiping every Sunday. He doesn't pray for promotion and wealth, as long as he can have a chance encounter with the boy next door, and then have an emotional sublimation, it is enough. For this belief, from high school to college until I entered social work, all my friends around me married and had children, and I still persisted. Li Zian once jokingly said, "When you are 70 or 80 years old, I will take his children to cheer you up." Hearing such a blow, Fan Yu just smiled and said nothing. He believed that the one he loved would come back one day. It was not that he had never given up, but he couldn't help but feel pain in his heart every time he heard the news about him. He had given up once and wanted to hold on to him the second time.