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Astringent During that period, we seemed very stupid, and many people tried to forget him, but this is something we cannot escape and cannot forget. These are the quiet years. Chapter 1 Encounter I don't know when I started to realize that I was actually liked by others. Yuan, he is really a curious thing. Three years ago, I didn't seem to have any feelings for Zhu at all. I was still in and out of class 4 in the second grade of junior high school every day, and he was still in and out of class 2 in the second grade of junior high school. No one knows or thinks about what will happen to me with him. I didn't even know Zhu's name before. But it is fate that can bring people from two worlds together. "Hello! My name is Zhu Zijie. I seem to have met you before." "Oh, really?" "Yes. Oh, what's your name?" "Xia Xia, my name is Yunqi." This was our first conversation, and I clearly remember that my expression was too bland and expressionless at that time. I don't think much of this boy who is handsome but has freckles on his face. I was confused as to why the teacher assigned him to be my deskmate. Chapter 2 The feeling comes from him "Zhu Tou, I'm telling you this once! Don't put your books on my desk again!" My temper became more and more grumpy, probably because I was under too much pressure when I first entered high school. He just smiled at me and took the book away. I know I made a very bad impression on him that day. I have some regrets, but so what if I regret it? In the next few days, I rarely talked to him. But strangely, he seemed to want to get close to me. This behavior mainly manifested itself during lunch time, when he kindly took the initiative to run to the first floor to get food for me. At first, I was afraid that he would poison the bowl and take revenge, so I didn't let him hit me. Later I found out that he was serious, so I let him beat me. Gradually, this has almost become my habit - letting him pack lunch at noon. "Xiao Qi, your home is very close to my home. Can we go together after school?" He suddenly said to me. Of course I agreed. There was a construction team on the road where our house was, but they left halfway through the work. I heard that the contractor couldn't pay the workers, so everyone left. This is great, but passers-by will suffer. There is a block of road in front of this road which is a luxury apartment. The block of road in front of the luxury apartment is particularly "luxury". This makes that road even more terrifying. I have wondered more than once whether even ghosts are afraid of walking on that road. That day, I walked with him for the first time, and I seemed to have a strange feeling in my heart. Don't know what it feels like. But I know this feeling comes from him. Chapter 3 The so-called "puppy love" "Aqi, do you know? Something happened to the monitor yesterday." Meizi said to me nervously early in the morning. "What's wrong with him?" "You haven't heard! The monitor and He Ting are actually having an affair. I thought there was something wrong with them. Sure enough, I guessed it!" Monitor! He Ting! Love underneath! My brain almost exploded! The squad leader, Chen Yunfan, is very handsome. It can be said that I have been fascinated by his handsomeness. His appearance alone can steal the souls of a large number of girls, not to mention his excellent grades. I'm confused, I don't understand how he could be with He Ting. I was very curious, so I asked again: "What happened to them?" "Of course they were discovered by the old class teacher. The parents are in the office." Suddenly, I felt that the monitor was stupid. What we should do now is study hard. After seven years, no one will stop you from doing anything, so why bother looking for something to do now? At noon, in the cafeteria. I saw the monitor, who seemed confused. I ignored this confusion, just sighed to myself, turned around and left. On the third day here, Saturday, when I was talking to Mei Zi on campus, I learned that He Ting was going to transfer to another school. I don't know why, but I feel very happy. I stayed very late today in order to engage in the class's cultural activities. When I was the only one left in the classroom, I rolled up my sleeves and looked at my watch. It was already six o'clock. Since I have to study late at night, I might as well go out and buy some Malatang for dinner. I took my phone and wallet out of my bag and left the classroom. When I walked out of the classroom, I found that the monitor's schoolbag was still on the stool. Maybe I went to ask the teacher for exercises, so I closed the classroom door without caring. In the cold winter, this Malatang always sells well. I carried this bowl of hot Malatang back to the classroom. The classroom door was open, and I knew the monitor was back. I entered the door and saw him. I asked him: "Have you eaten?" He replied: "I have eaten." I held a bowl of food, returned to my seat, and finished it as quickly as possible. Pick up the phone and call your mother to tell her that she won't be going to dinner today. It was silent, and neither of us spoke. Suddenly, he spoke, "I want to explain that He Ting and I really have nothing to do with each other!" I said: "You don't need to explain to me." I felt that the man in front of me now was a bit inexplicable. "Yunqi, you must listen, because I'm in love with you." My heart skipped a beat. It seemed like I couldn't speak anymore. "Listen to me, it was He Ting who had her own wild imagination and told the teacher that I molested her. I was just following the teacher's order to help her make up lessons. Don't get me wrong." I felt like I couldn't breathe, "I'm going to go out and breathe." "Please listen to me!" He hugged me in his arms. Said: "Qi, I love you. Do you understand? I don't want to lose you!" I was stunned. I tried to think it was an illusion, but it wasn't. There was warmth in his arms... Chapter 4 The day of replacing He Ting I knew I was destined to fall into this bottomless abyss because it was now difficult for me to resist the man in front of me. He has great charisma. I naturally became the monitor's girlfriend. When I told Mei Zi about this, she was surprised and then said, "Aqi, he lied to you, don't believe him." I politely responded to her, "Don't sow trouble between us!" Maybe because of that sentence, I lost this friend who was really good for me. We eat together, play together, in short, we are inseparable. He would occasionally hold me in his arms and say sweet words. He tutored me in algebra, and I tutored him in classical Chinese. I admire myself very much that my grades will not drop. I thought this was good, but he always felt it was too monotonous. I asked him, "What do you want?" He said there should be some exciting activities between lovers, but I didn't think this was necessary. In this way, I worked for He Ting. Stick to him like a bird every day. Chapter 5 I am just a substitute Everything would have been sweet and happy, if only I had been smarter. He really lied to me, a new bird showed up at the end of the first class this morning. She leaned in his arms, and the two hugged each other and talked sweetly. I was very calm and I just asked him: "You guys have been together for a long time! I am too redundant, let's break up!" I almost felt that he was a devil. He didn't even say a word of remorse. Instead, he looked for reasons in me and said, "You are boring and lack passion. Let me tell you, you are just a stand-in. He Ting's stand-in!" The first time I hit someone was very unladylike. I slapped him, then turned around and left. Crying was embarrassing and disappointing, but I knew I couldn't bear it. It was hard to endure it until I got home. Now I know that everything in the world is fictitious, only myself is the most practical and real. Regret may be unavoidable on the road to growth, because only this regret can prevent next regret. I started to prevent regrets next time. Chapter Six Ending When Zhu returned to my story, my story was almost coming to an end, but Zhu's illness forced me to delay the ending for a while. Zhu has blood cancer. I never thought that Zhu would get this disease. I went to see him several times, and he looked a little bad, and his parents looked bad too. That's all the news about Zhu. There has been no contact since. I passed the college entrance examination very far in my senior year of high school. I wanted to leave this place and be quiet and quiet. Just like that, I left this city, let go of the emotions, thoughts, feelings, and resentments that I couldn't let go of, and started over... Author Shan Jian November 5, 2004