"In the year of his college entrance examination, he was admitted to the hospital because he helped you fight and missed the college entrance examination. Do you know why? He was afraid that you would be too lazy to pass the college entrance examination in your senior year of high school, so he gave up even though you could obviously take the college entrance examination. And what about you? When he knew that you two took the exam in the same city, you disappeared. That summer vacation, he searched S city over and over again, but he didn't even hear about you. No. From then on, he would stay at the place you mentioned for a few days every holiday, just hoping to get some news about you. He lived like a normal person, but he searched for you everywhere from city A to city Z, thousands of miles away, for eight years. Do you still have a conscience? "
"You should remember that I never knew what a conscience was."
Have you ever been waiting for someone, as time goes by, flowers fall and flowers bloom, a kind of waiting without knowing the ending; have you ever been looking for someone, in the vast world, the vast sea of people, but you have forgotten which person you are looking for. Have you ever loved someone without asking for cause and effect, without asking for eternity, until the two of you disappear. Life passes by in a hurry, have some years been forgotten? I love you not for ten thousand years, but only in the years of forgetfulness. Are forgotten things and forgotten people worth reliving? People who live in the past have lost the present and cannot see the future.
None of us know what will happen next moment, why not die early and be reborn.