My name is Li Shengxun, and I am the only survivor in this battle of love.
Kim Jin Woo, Kang Seung Yoon, Nam Tae Hyun, Song Min Ho, are you okay there?
I'm sorry, I'm the only one living so useless and decadently now.
When I decide to give up this love, maybe your circle can no longer accommodate me.
If I had not given up on you, maybe you would still be by my side at this moment, like a child who has not grown up, smiling at me crazily.
You are obviously the biggest, why are you still so simple and kind, believing our lies.
If I had been honest with you earlier, maybe the five of us wouldn't be in this situation today.
Now, I can only stand here and say to you, I love you! I love you, Kim Jin Woo! Can you hear me? Jin Zhenyu!
Jin Zhenyu, you are the first and last person I love in this life.
I hope you will not meet me, Jiang Shengyun, or Nam Taehyun in your next life. Then you won't live in such pain and die in such despair as you do in this life.
Jin Zhenyu, in your next life, live a good life like a normal person.
That promise, that laughter, have been away from me for three full years.
Now, I look at an urn engraved with the three names of Jin Zhenyu that make me heartache, commemorating the suffocating poppy love that wandered between death and madness.