Hedgehogs have thorns all over their bodies to protect their softest abdomen. But even though he protected himself, he also lost the ability to touch his lover.
There is another kind of person in the world who is the exact opposite of a hedgehog. They are always gentle and polite, wrapping all their sharp bigotry in a soft appearance. They covered themselves, but still did not dare to touch their lovers.
Because they are so afraid that all the packaging will melt in the warm embrace of their lover, and those ugly thorns will leak out, pricking the person they least want to hurt in the world.
Because they are so afraid that those ugly thorns will scare away the people they love most, and the warmth and promise they once had will no longer exist.
Because they are so scared, they are beasts, but they will never meet such a Belle.
Hua Zixiao knew very well that he was such a person, so he learned to be patient early on. Whether it's like or love, as long as it's not shown, why are there so many worries?
Since his love will hurt others, it's better not to love at all.
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Alas (patting shoulder) Comrade Duan Xiaoshou, we still have a long way to go!