She loves him, but he doesn't love her. When she could no longer love anyone, he and he both broke into her world. Her love is jacaranda, and her destiny is despair. God has been so mean to her, but it still wants to take away the only love she relies on. She knew that she was destined to be a person without a tomorrow. But she has been enduring it, enduring all the malice the world has given her, and letting her love go far away. She has met too many people, seen through the desolation of the world, experienced the fragility of love, and experienced complete despair, death and revenge. But she has always been strong, resisted fate, found her own path, and gained the love that truly belongs to her. Maybe it won't be him again, the man he loved so much. Maybe it was him, the person she loved deeply in her heart.