Normal version:
I think if a person starts to become abnormal in a certain aspect, he will become more and more abnormal. Recently, I have gradually discovered that I really have a tendency to develop in that direction.
I like Li Yan, I like the look and sound of his thin lips slightly opening, calling me brother softly, and I am obsessed with it to the point of being unable to extricate myself. Whenever I watch him speak quietly and then call me brother with a smile, I always think about what a wonderful situation it would be if I could kiss his mouth at that second, stop what he was about to say, control his thoughts, and take him to another paradise that is unimaginable and can only be practiced physically.
I fucked again and again and never tired of it. How could a normal person be like this? I knew that I was sick, and the illness was not serious, but I never thought about curing it. I just let this perverted thought suppress in my heart, and then it would deteriorate and rot. To be honest, I didn't know what the result would be.
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Crazy version:
I locked you in the room and didn't let you out. I thought this would make me feel more comfortable. At least, since we made our words clear at the beginning and you agreed to be with me, you can't betray me.
I've said it a long time ago, either you don't come near me or you don't leave me. I have a bad temper, weird personality, and extreme methods. I know these, and you have known it for a long time, right?
So, I won't beat you or scold you, but I will always find a way to keep you.
Don't even think about escaping, I repeat, don't even think about escaping!