Words to you:
Sorry, I still left you.
Things between us are more like a story.
These words are only a memorial to our feelings.
I still love you and have not forgotten you, never.
You can think of it as a story or reality, that doesn't matter in itself. What I want to express is just the kind of emotion that rises and falls in my heart, either overtly or covertly. If such a couple were in the real world, they probably wouldn't be together, marry each other, have children, and live like this for the rest of their lives. As I said in the article, how far can a gay couple go? This world has never been made up of love. Responsibilities, restraints, shackles... There are too many things that make people feel at a loss.
In this world, there is never pure love. There has never been the happiness in fairy tales.
All I can do is to use words to construct a small world, and use my imagination to construct an illusory happiness for love.
But maybe I can believe that if I work hard enough and be strong enough, I can use my own hands to hold up a fairy tale blue sky for you in this helpless real world.
If there is an afterlife, I hope to be an ordinary man and woman who can stay together for the rest of their lives.