Do you know how I spent seven years in this deep palace? I tell myself day and night that I shouldn't have feelings, love, or even miss you! He loves me, but can his love protect me until I am the youngest? No matter whether I am a concubine or a queen, do you think I have really cared about you all these years? I don't have a day of freedom. I really want to go back to Kunlun Mountain, where I can dance on the lotuses in summer and have you carry me to the bamboo forest in winter.
The world is so big, I am no longer the same Ying Shui as before. I have nothing, no you, no love, only the hatred of the Zhongli clan, I just want to kill you.