If a person can live to be 100 years old, then he has ten years to squander. If I could live to be 100 years old, I would have squandered two and a half decades, and if he could have appeared in my life during the ten years of my youth, I think I would have no regrets about the years I have squandered. When we were 15 years old, we were vague and curious about the relationship between men and women. At that time when the Internet was just booming, building a platform for communication and a hub of emotions through the Internet became a symbol of our era. The term "online dating" started to rise from that time. I don't know if he and I have ever been in online dating, but I know that if we don't have feelings for each other, we won't extend the relationship on the Internet to life, let alone last ten years. We have never really been together, but we have always been in each other's hearts. For ten years, we fell in love, broke up, fell in love again, and broke up again, but we never asked the other party if he was willing to stay with us. Maybe we know from the bottom of our hearts how far apart we are. It's not just the distance of more than 1,300 kilometers apart in space, but also the distance in outlook on life, values, etc. Don't ask me if I've ever been in love, I just know that I never want to lose him...