I walked out of the Imperial Study Room, and Defu looked at me at the door with his vicissitudes of life. His eyes contained too much, helplessness, pity, sympathy...
I wanted to crack a smile, but the miserable sun made me chill. So I just looked back with relief, and then walked forward very slowly. I don't know where to go, what to do, I don't know where to look. The white embroidered shoes moved inch by inch, and I had no strength at all.
"Ding da!"
His body froze, and the hairpin in his hand just slipped to the ground and hit the marble floor. There was such a soft sound without any struggle, it was crisp and clear, like a heart smashed on a deserted ice field. I didn't want to pick it up, like I hadn't dropped it at all, I wasn't carrying it, I never even owned it.
Flowing Clouds and Frightened Birds - What is that?
Look, I don't even have the last bit of my anger left.
There was a sudden bird song, shrill and distant.
I stopped and slowly turned my head to look over. The coldness of the sunset and the clarity of the sky were intertwined, what a... Desolate color. Everything in the world suddenly became very faint and blurred.
A bluebird circled a few times in the distance, then hissed in my direction and flew away very quickly.
I can't tell what it feels like, sadness, nostalgia, unwillingness, regret, resentment, self-deprecation, maybe even more relaxed.
I smiled lightly, smiling lightly, afraid that the smile would hurt Bo Yun.
Bye now.
We will never see each other again forever.