In this life, he loves me, pampers me, pities me, cares for me, and is dedicated to me.
I loved him too, but he left me because of my coquettishness.
I wish to endure the pain of separation in this life and be alone and helpless all my life, in exchange for falling in love with him in the next life.
I just hope that in the next life, I can fall in love with you first!
I just hope you can be happy in the next life.