"No matter how distant I am, no matter how entangled I am, no matter how I treat you, you will never care about me. You, she, will eventually leave me because of my uselessness. I also want to work hard to change myself, but I am just cowardly, just afraid, afraid that I will become the person I originally hated; I am afraid that one day when I look back, I will not be able to remember who I was. But they all say, that is called growth."