A week before the Chinese Valentine's Day, Saturday, after "We'll See You Again", I said we should break up. I was very sad this week, almost bursting into tears every day. When I wasn't drawing, I would shed tears as soon as I stopped. I couldn't think about it and ended up doing a lot of wrong things. In fact, I was panicking.
I talked to you on Chinese Valentine's Day. I'm very grateful that you didn't slap me back. Thank you for your tolerance and comfort, which allowed me to start thinking. I also want to give myself a chance to find an inner voice. I want to know whether I really love you, and whether it is enough to support me in finally choosing to go into the future with you, or whether I can leave without hesitation.
Conception: