There is a saying that "Missing you makes you grow old", but Gu Mingyan, I'm a lot older than you even if I don't miss you, right? In the six years since I was born before you, all the big and small things that happened in the country are things you will never understand. Do you know how many places have been demolished and rebuilt? Do you know how much land is sprinkled with chemical fertilizers year after year to change the crop species? Do you know how much I hate the fact that I'm six years older than you? ——Yeah, you don't even understand. If loving you is too far away, I wish I could be a little closer to you. Finally, I tell you quietly, in fact, I love you.