The Buddha said that there are eight sufferings in life: birth, old age, illness and death, not being able to get what you want, separation from love, meeting of resentments and hatred, and the blazing suffering of the five aggregates.
It said that it was fate for me to suffer this way.
But I don't believe it.
I have experienced too much betrayal, and I no longer believe in human beings, so I don't even believe in myself.
When I want to believe in a "person" for the first time and want to believe in you, will you let me down?
"It doesn't matter if I am used. Being able to be used by you is considered my blessing. In this way, you can't abandon me..."
"Okay, until there's nothing left of you, otherwise you won't be able to escape in this life."