How many flowers have fallen in my dream - I walked out of the heavy prison door and looked at the blue sky. It had been a long time since I had felt such strong sunlight so happily. Since I was sent to prison by my mother three years ago, I have been living in isolation in a cell without seeing the light of day. Being able to breathe fresh air and be baptized by the sun has always been my biggest wish, and I think I will try to forget those feelings that have entangled me for seventeen years. Mo Yan, this time I really have to say goodbye to you.