"I don't have any desires. What's strange is that after meeting you, I actually had the desire to survive at all costs." "Really?" If I am the same, how can I tell you this feeling? "It seems that God does not follow people's will." "In this life, it seems that I can't make decisions for myself." "We are all like this." A peerless singer who devoted herself to Qin Lou Chu Pavilion turned out to be a man: a young girl who spent her whole life listening to the rain fall alone, and the Queen of Winter is no longer there. There seems to be such a palpable distance between us, but in fact we are just two extremes that will never touch.