Is there such a person that you love like life, or even more?
Perhaps, Yuan Liuhuan is such an existence for Li Haishen.
He loved him so deeply that it was impossible for those not involved to understand it. He is his light, his hope, his faith, the meaning of his existence. For him, he can become anyone, even someone who is further and further away from his true inner self. No matter what it becomes, as long as it is what he likes, he will be happy with it.
The world without his existence is pitch black, as dim as the dark night sky, without light and sound, and the whole life is empty.
I don't know what love at first sight tastes like. Maybe it's the slow poison of sweetness. Slowly, it penetrates into your whole body through your blood vessels. If you don't quit, your life will be slowly eroded and changed. However, even if you clearly know the result, you can't quit. Unknowingly, you have become addicted. The moment you think about leaving, it hurts to your bones.
I have never cared so much about persistence. I have never been attached to life. Why should I care so much about things that may be lost at any time. I have never been attached to anything else. I don't care about my life, so there is nothing else to care about. It wasn't until I met the team leader that I realized the meaning of persistence. You will care about someone from your heart, deeply, very much. You will want to know everything about him, you will want to be by his side, you will want him to belong to you only, and you will start to care about other things for him, just to be together. I want to live and want other things, as long as the team leader can stay with me for a little longer.