Chen Chen is a "cheap" person.
When she was in college, she fell in love with a sultry senior who looked aloof and handsome, and she knelt and licked him shamelessly for many years. Until the other party got fat in middle age and had a greasy face, he could not find a partner at the age of 32, and no one cared about him in the blind date market. She was still licking, and she was still licking, not, on.
While she was spitting on herself and the other person, she was engaging in extreme pulling with the other person, and then sighed with endless aftertaste, "Shit smells so good!"
She gave the man she liked a nickname, "Shit." She likes to mess with shit, and said that her love for shit is like an everlasting rock. Although the happiness he brings her does not seem to be much, this happiness is necessary.
The "pleasure" Shit brought to Chen Chen was that when he occasionally thought of her, he would ask, "How are you these days?" After getting her affirmative answer, he began to complain to her about how depressed he was that he couldn't find a partner. She took the trouble to increase his confidence, "Isn't there still me? Are you still unwilling to like me?"
After a long period of suffering, she no longer had any expectations or illusions about this answer. It's purely a habitual question.
But her habitual question was answered like this: "Haha, you are a good person. Good people are rewarded and you will be happy."
He chose to believe in Buddhism and eliminate his karma without choosing her. She accepted this and followed him to copy Buddhist scriptures very devoutly.
It is said that when you like someone, you are humble, you will become very low, as low as the dust, but your heart will be happy, and flowers will bloom from the dust. Chen Chen has indeed fallen into the dust, but she is not "humble", she is humble! She wasn't that "happy" either, but instead suppressed all her vicious resentment for nine years.
She is split! Saying beautiful words with your mouth, but silently painting a bastard in your heart.
Until this day, Shit posted on WeChat Moments, making it official!
Intention: People will not die unless they want to die, but they must do it. After you have done enough, you must learn to relax freely.