Regarding your love for me, this uneasiness is not so naughty or cruel that it haunts me and makes me worried all day long. But that deep emotion is still lingering above me like a thick black rain. As soon as I realized how deeply you cared about me, the sudden icy rain hit me to the core - if you hadn't wanted to love me, how could you have made yourself ugly and painful.
Why do you have to be so brave and make yourself so embarrassed?
How could you not take good care of yourself and hurt me who loves you deeply and is also deeply loved by you?
Whether, when we destroy each other until they are mottled and rotten, I can hold you tightly and slowly sink into the abyss stiffly.
──But I don't want it.
As long as you behave well, then I don't want anything else.
You must not be reluctant to part with me, you must promise me, and learn to forget me.
Even if you turn me into an eternal puppet, you will still forget me for a long, long time.
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