If you want to be a happy existence, be someone like you. But life didn't go as planned. Your indifference and your independence all pushed me to the edge of leaving. Even though I loved you so much in the past, this love has slowly faded under the wash of reality. I can only choose another path, the path completely opposite to yours. Maybe I owed you in my previous life, so I want to repay you like this in this life. I became a shadow on the wall behind you, but I didn't get any care that was exclusive to you.