With 181 days left before the college entrance examination, I decided to take some time to write a diary. No reason, just to have a place to breathe in the depressing life of senior high school. All the things that could not be said to others at that time, so no one listened at that time, and all the things that needed to be hidden at that time, now have a place to live. Now that the college entrance examination has passed, everything is a foregone conclusion. I have a clear conscience about the results I have achieved. On this Internet, no one knows who I am. I am just a person who has just survived the war of college entrance examination. These words exist for me.