Ayun often wonders what kind of love can remain as clean as white paper after years of circulation, and what kind of love has ups and downs like a song in the clouds. Ayun was envious of his companion's grand confession. When he imagined that it was him, he shook his head like a wavy drum and said meekly, "I don't want it. It's so embarrassing." It would be nice if the ups and downs of love could be in other people's lives. Ayun just wants his own life to be as peaceful as playing with flowing poetry. From the age of 13 to 18, Ayun Muyang, two good boys, had their own concerns and cared about each other. Ayun was reserved, but the boy couldn't hold himself back. A text message before the college entrance examination pierced the window between them. Happiness comes naturally, and the sweet college life is just around the corner. Ayun suddenly broke up with her, and an acceptance letter shattered all Mu Yang's fantasies. The young man in the book is like a drop of water reflecting the similar youth of most of us. Ayun is self-righteous and cautious in wanting to protect the one he loves, but is timid and forbearing like the tentacles of a jellyfish. Mu Yang is paranoid and passionately pursues youth like a flower in the mirror and the moon in the water. Because of love, Mu Yang chose not to bother him for six years, and because of love, Ayun decided not to be a drag anymore.
Two children who are hurting each other in the name of love without knowing it. When love has nowhere to go, what do you choose to do?