Telling you what I saw, heard, and felt, and why I became such a person, is also a reflection on myself. Even though you may never encounter this story, and even if you do, you won't think it's the story of someone you've met before. Even though it's all over, I won't recall this story.
Perhaps it is my memoir. At this age, I may not be qualified to summarize a lifetime of memories, but life is unpredictable...
The last time I remember it, I just forgot...