She was once the Empress Dowager's favorite celebrity.
She has been listening to the maids in the Empress Dowager's Palace talk about things outside the palace since she was a child. We have known since childhood that men are unfeeling and uncaring, and we have heard them tell how beautiful women were harmed by unfeeling men. She was completely disappointed with the men in the world.
She said to herself: Even if you give her body in this life, don't give her heart, because the heart is still in her hands. No matter how much he hurts herself, she won't feel pain.
But how can love be something we can control ourselves?
In the end, she fell in love and gave him her heart.
She thought she had met a different him, but she knew that men in the world were all equally cold and careless.