Moaning, lamenting, whispering, shouting, I can't help but restore these lives in words. This unique and charming text, without any taboos, writes the soul, and uses my heart to feel how a stunningly beautiful and deeply obsessed woman, in the midst of talent and suppression, love and torture, overcomes the inner confusion and struggle with humor and laughter. She is calm, she is skillful and naive, she is crazy, she is wise. In her belief that "love is the foundation of survival", she realizes that "intelligent love is the whole of survival".