When two people who love each other are pretending to be real - one is trying hard to pretend to be real, and is wrapped in cruelty under the skin; the other is trying his best to make the other person fake, with infatuation hidden under the madness.
Ji An: Lu Zilin, when your heart becomes as riddled with holes as mine, you will completely understand my pain and my hatred.
Lu Zilin: If you have never liked me, and you have always hated me, why do you need to provoke me? Now, are you trapped in a cocoon, or have I fallen in love with you? Ji An, you are so cruel.
Qin Yu: I want to pull you out of the pit of fire. I will not allow you to become like this.
Lu Ziyan: An'an, don't torture like this anymore. The clouds come and go, but they are just for a destination. After so many years, aren't you tired at all?
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Explain that "such" here means "assuming" or "if", not "like". . .
This is my first time writing about Danmei. Please forgive me for the unfamiliarity of the writing~~~