Watching the long cloud of airplanes disappear into the dusk
The dazzling sunset makes me want to run away. I don't know when I became so weak.
From that day on, what hasn't changed remains the same.
What I have never had, I can only regret letting it go from my fingertips.
The lighting on the street is brilliant. People drugged by drugs and alcohol are my prey. Underneath my cold face was a burning heart for revenge, which made me unable to sleep. At two o'clock in the morning, that was my hunting ground to hone my abilities.
——This is the self-narration of You Jiaming, the protagonist of this article.
He is an outstanding cowherd, college student, and diplomat. At the same time, he is also an illegitimate son and an Avenger. However, as a strong man, he made his final sigh at that dusk. This book tells the story of his legendary (little pretty face) life, from being bullied to learning to use emotion and love to deceive and take revenge.
He toyed with the love of many people, and in the end even he couldn't tell the difference between love and non-love. It wasn't until he completed his revenge and faced the trial of his toying with love that he perhaps just understood.
The style and content of this article are dark and realistic, somewhat similar to Osamu Dazai's masterpiece "Unqualified in the World". For readers who want to read something fresh and refreshing, this article is a bit heavy-handed.