"'Sometimes I'm so fragile that I cry just because of a word, and sometimes I find myself gritting my teeth and holding on for a long time.'
There were a lot of times when I wasn't sure I was going to survive. I didn't expect that I would be so vulnerable, nor did I expect that I would be so strong.
Sometimes I want to give up, but I am unwilling.
In the thick fog, I felt like there was an invisible hand controlling me.
What I was looking for were four spiritual beads. When all four spiritual beads surfaced, I understood what the man meant.
To die at the end is my destiny.
No matter how hard you try, you can't escape.
I just don't understand.
Why did this all begin. "
——The fate of not being blessed